your misery will not bring me down too.on Jul 16 2008.
so i was pretty freaking stressed out this afternoon. there's been shit going on with my school/financial aide that i am basically not going to be getting, my doctor/insurance because the insurance company is being a bunch of jerks and not paying for my visits (because we apparently are no longer covered by them, even though they've been taking money out of my mom's paychecks anyway).
plus i just really need to budget. because i saved up for my new york trip and that worked out, but i had to drop some money for my cell phone (btw, i did get the shine and it's reallly cute). plus in general i need to save up because i have to pay for my car insurance (about 600 every 6 months) which is coming up in like august/sept, have to pay for my books now (financial aide did last year, but it's safe to say they won't this year. my scholarship will pay up to 300 but i looked at the books and they'll total 415-600, so i'm looking at 115-300 out of my pocket), now the cell bill, and gas is getting extreme (it used to never faze me, just something that has to be done, but it only cost me like 20-30 to fill my tank... now it's like 45). plus just saving up to live. i dunno. like i'm not going to miss these payments or anything, i have quite enough saved up as it is, but i don't want to lose it all.
plus i finaly got settled into my new position at work! i love it, and it's amazing, and i am so happy. it's full-time for now, until school starts and then i'll probably drop down to like... 35 hours a week instead of 40? lol idk. i'm taking 5 classes, and last year full time work and school failed me, so i'm doing 2 online classes this time and cutting down on some hours at work too. anyway, back to being new in it. i'm just really scared i'll screw up like i did last year, or maybe i'll just suck at it. right now seems really good, so yeah. i should be okay but i am still really nervous.
ANYWAY./end rant about stresslet's see...
this weekend should be amazing. i'm having a small party at my house friday night, small but the people are amazing so it should be fun

. saturday my sprint plan expires so i can stop walking around with 2 phones. then saturday night terry and i are probably going to go visit amanda/shaun in their new apartment in west palm. probably spend the night there, maybe go to the
(hed)pe concert with them. we'll see.
other possible and exciting plans in my life?
possibly boys like girls/metro station concert on the 31st? probably not but maybe. i also wanna take a roadtrip to north carolina sometime soon, to visit millie and possibly meet up with people in new york, if they can drive down too. should be uber fun too.
i'm actually really enjoying summer. it's nice to just work at my amazing job, and have weekends? that aren't overrun with schoolwork/stressing about school?
HEY MAYBE, I'LL UPDATE MORE THAN JUST BLOG??
hmm. i feel like maybe brushes or emoticons. hmmm.
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hosting temporarily closed.on Jul 07 2008.
so with aseel's announcement of closing her site, i pretty much decided to just shut down hosting. for now. until i can find someone to explain how exactly i can work hosting while i'm with godaddy because i was pretty much a huge retard at it. with dreamhost it was easy, but here i haven't been able to figure out how to even get the link right. i'm surprised aseel put up with me as long as she did, i was a pretty crappy host. but i will improve!!
this week:
work 8-3 tomorrow, running by my college to deal with dinero issues.
wed-fri work 12-5, plus work in the mornings.
NEW PHONE WEDNESDAY?!! i'm eyeing the
LG shine.
friday and saturday i'm working
respite, my work's babysitting program. hey, i'll spend 5 hours of a weekend night there for 10$/hour. maybe see a play sunday?
&&& THEN,next week i move into 7:15-2 mon-fri permenantly (well, as long as they don't totally hate me and until i move to new york
=]). and that weekend my mom goes out of town so you bet that weekend is going to be awesome. can't wait.

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this past weekend was amazing.on Jul 06 2008.
i had this awesome entry all typed up and lost it.
& i really don't want to type it all up again. ugh.
happy belated fourth anyway.
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& finally, i redid the layout.on Jul 01 2008.
so after 2+months of that heinous layout, i finally made a new one.
it's incredibly simple, which means i love it.

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